To be mentaly well

The doctors tell me i suffer from three mental illness one is bi polar the other is post traumatic stress disorder the other i cannot spell but they tell me that i will have to take medicine for the rest of my life it seems so hopeless there are days when i wish i could go to sleep and not wake up i dont need things to be bad for me to be sad i just feel sad of course right now we just lost our house we have no money brother is leaving and he is homeless it feels like nothing is going to get any better please pray for me Diane