Severe Anxiety and Depression
I am in the darkest place of my life right now. I really don't want to live anymore. I feel worthless. I have no friends and a small poor needy family that do the best they can to support and lift me up, but I can't break free from this. I have had a very traumatic life and the most recent event caused me to have a nervous breakdown. This is embarrassing to me and shameful. I have always been a Christian and loved the Lord so much and pray all the time. I am seeking psychiatric treatment and I am taking my meds, but everyday I wake up with severe panic attacks. I have lived with this agony for about 3 weeks now after being in pain for nearly a year with other physical ailments that required surgery that will prevent me from ever having children. I am not sure how much I can take. I feel like I am being tortured by my own body. I pray and try not to let my mind race and try the best I can to trust "that this too shall pass," but the physical pain of the anxiety is so severe I really wish the Lord would take me. I have always thought of myself as a strong person and have leaned on the Lord to get me through some very devestating times in my life, but this...this is the worst. I am trying everything I know to seek help, but I fear that I may do something to end it all if the Lord doesn't help me soon. I am truly suffering. Thank you for your time, thoughts and prayers.
God loves you and we are praying that HE will cover you with HIS love and grant you perfect peace in Jesus Mighty Name, Amen. Nothing is too hard for God and we ask HIM to intervene in a special way in your case and may you experience victory speedily in Jesus Faithful Name, Amen.
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