The last few years, my life has been at a low point, I lost my job 2 weeks before Christmas, my teenage son has been getting in trouble. At night, I lay in bed and see myself in the arms of the lord. I spend my life crying, wondering if the Lord has forgotten me or is he upset with me. My prayer request is for someone to love me and to hold me in their arms. I am afraid, and I feel all alone. I drive to the mountains, where I spend all day begging and pleading the Lord to help me find love and happiness.
But nothing ever comes my way, yes I have been blessed with 2 healthy children and I had the best Dad in the world until he was called home in 1999. I pray all the time, I ask the Lord, but he does not answer my prayers, am I being selfish for asking for someone to love?