Healing and a renewing in my spirit

I give GOD all the glory and praise; I know that I can do nothing without him; Have had a lot of up's and down's in my life; I am stressing my self because I feel like I'm in a dry place with GOD; I listen to all the people tell me about the greatness that I carry within; 1st of all I have an illness that I have been believing GOD for healing for a very long time; 2nd I am trying to live a life that is pleasing to him but I don't always get it right; this journey isn't easy and you don't always have the right person in your life to give you GODLY advice; touch and agree with me in pray that healing is going to come, I will begin to dream again and hear the voice of the Lord Almighty; I am in desperate need to hear from the LORD