by Ellen Kenna
(WA state, USA)
I pray the Lord would remove the suicidal thoughts and supernaturally heal me from wanting to isolate, being unable to funtion, despair, misery and self hatred. I pray that the Lord would destroy whatever spirits/spirit that has come against me that is not of Jesus. I pray for mental relief, for physical and mental strength, for a job, for a purpose, for the ability to not only function but to thrive, for my life to serve others and the will of Jesus.
I pray that the Lord would heal the hole in my heart and the dark thoughts in my mind that I dont think are from me, that I would be loved and cherished, and that whatever experiences that lead to me not caring about myself that Jesus would Restore me and make me a strong warrior for Christ. I pray that the lord would allow me to feel joy and care about things and people in my life again. (Not possesions, but things like nature and art..
I pray that I would succeed and find a way out of this please help I am so tired of feeling suicidal..
I pray that I would be restored mentally and physiclly in Jesus name, that my joy would return and I could use it as testimony for Jesus, that I would not die but live and help others come to Christ, in Jesus Holy name, Amen.